Tuesday, March 07, 2017

Maseh Ada Yang Sayang

Thanks to all my bffs for being super duper caring towards my absence in the social media world. Gittuww..

Just wanted to let you guys know I am OKAY and missed you guys too. A lot!
It's just that as I'm getting older (ahemm..) I feel more comfortable 'hiding in my newly built gua' lol! Bak kata one of my bffs who happened to be my roommate,  "Fhad ok je just dia sekarang ada kat dalam dunia dia", answering the questions few of my friends yg asked her about my hereabouts. Thanks bff a.k.a roommate for being extremely understanding with my perangai yang me myself sometimes cannot tahan :(.

It's not that I don't care for you guys anymore tau.. Ku kenang kamu-kamu dalam doa ku.

Lots of <3 mmmuahhh!!

P/s: you guys know who you are. Btw, silence is golden. ;p

Wednesday, February 01, 2017

Happy One Year Anniversary!

1/2/2016 -  1/2/2017

Today marks one year I've been working in W******.
On leave by the way, it's Federal Territory's Day a.k.a Hari Wilayah, peeps!  (sis kan orang key ELL *lupa daratan*)

Hoping for more bonuses and incentives this year onwards.. Ameen3!
Thanks to my beloved  Kakak and Abang Pharmacists for being not only the best colleagues I could ask for but also very good friends indeed. Also to the SM, management team and also other staffs for making me look forward to go to work everyday (sure or not?).. Ya la every morning I usually have no mood to work ;p but throughout the working hours that mood improves because of you guys make me feel like home.. Gittuww..

To many more years with  W******!

#setia #ilovemyjob

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Biar Lambat, Asal Dapat Yang Terbaik Dari Ladang

Working in retails requires you to stand for long hours, so your legs ended up with lots of pains. Even my knees are paining. Thus, a pair of extra comfy shoes is very crucial. Actually it had been quite sometimes I was thinking of buying new, more comfortable shoes that could delivered all the 'supports'  my legs need. Lol! And was 'eye'-ing on this S****** which everyone claims to be super duper comfy. But the price is My God.. VERY EXPENSIVE! At least for me laa.. Coz so far I never bought shoes more than RM100. Itu pun actually tak sampai coz after 70% discount jadi 70++. Not that I couldn't afford it tapi biasalah once a cheapskate, always a cheapskate! Hahahahahahaha..

May legs kept on paining that I  couldn't stand it anymore, so I  finally made up my mind and went to buy the shoes during my rest day few days ago. New shoes come to Mama! Actually I was waiting to go and buy the shoes with my friends next week tapi my legs dah screaming for new shoes so next week is too far away I guessed. I was a bit nervous when I entered the shop. Tak biasa masuk kedai mahal. Huuu T_T.. Then as usual la, I chose the shoes while looking at the  price tags  lol! Gulp! Mahal siakkk!!  Then I said to myself it's okay la, to reward all my hard work in 2016 (2 times hit target ahemmm.. ;p). Don't be too stingy, Fhadzilah!

After I finally found the design I like, I went to the counter and asked whether they had one size bigger coz the one I tried was quite small. Unfortunately they said NO! Then I was like Ok la, I'll just take this coz I thought after sometimes I wear then the shoes will become loose a bit. I wore the shoes and went to Masjid Jamek to buy new, thinner socks. But the shoes hurt my feets coz they were too tight. I went back to the shop to exchange the shoes. Tried few other pairs. Found the one I thought was OK la.. Then exchanged the new pair and went home.

The next day, I went to work with the new shoes! To my great astonishment, this one also hurt my feets. Aiyoo.. Coz the back was quite hard. Mati laa.. Then I whatsapp my kakak pharmacist and asked her can change again or not. Hahahahahahaha she said if overseas sure can change one. Change until you satisfied! Bestnya. That night I cleaned my shoes. Looked brand new! Thanks to my housemate who helped me in such 'tedious' process *evil laugh*. Before going to work, I dropped by to change the shoes. Gave the receipt to the staff and he said Kak you already exchanged your shoes. I replied, "the first one because of the size. Now, I want to change with other design". Stern face, flat voice tone. Customer is always right kan? Dan dan.. The other staff (the one whom did my exchange yesterday) said to her friend (which I assumed she was trying to convey the message to me actually ;p) maximum exchange is 3 times. Ok la kan.. Mine baru 2nd whattt.. Lol!

This time I took some time to try and think. Siap called my kakak pharmacist lagi to ask her opinion. She siap asked the management if I could wear the shoes to work or not coz ada some hot pinkish elements. Thanks WC! Really appreciate that. Then masuk kerja we were talking about choosing a perfect shoes is like choosing a perfect husband lol! The difference is if we don't like the shoes we can return it and change with another pair. But takkan la baru one day kahwin and suddenly we feel like we don't like our husband and we want to return them to their parents. Sure cannot right? ;p So make sure you make the right decision. Take your time. Do not rush. Biar lambat, asal dapat yang terbaik dari ladang lol!

Thanks for reading.
Adios amigos!

My turbo shoes. Ready to drive in
more sales. Hahahahahahaha 
P/s: no more new shoes for 5 years

Tuesday, January 03, 2017

It's 2017!

I can finally write in my blog using my laptop. YEAY for me!

2016 had been a wonderful journey for me. 
I am very thankful for all the things that happened (whether it was good or bad).
I survived!

I am ready!
May Allah bless me and all of you.

Thursday, December 29, 2016

Lawak Quarter 4

Hi there!
Long time no blogging. Quite busy with my not-so-busy work. Lol!

It's almost the end of 2016. And as usual, if you happen to work in retails there will always sales targets to achieve; no matter in what position you are in. Retails and sales berpisah tiada, till death do them apart. Gittuww. Hahahahahahaha. So back to the story, so our quarter 4 almost ends. My pharmacist and I thought that our quarter 4 ended last week, which was on the 25th December. Alhamdulillah we hit our sales target. So hohoho!! Money money come to mama!! My pharmacist and I were so excited la kan. She texted me, Fhadzilah now you can buy your new working shoes la! Yeahhh, I replied! And got other few things I already planned to buy using the sales incentives. Hohoho!! I was at home btw, when my pharmacist first texted me about our sales tracking for the last quarter. The next day, she texted me again, saying the quarter had not end yet, actually. Hahahahahahaha 😂😂😂. We had another week before the quarter FINALLY ends. The supervisor told her that quarter hasn't yet ends when my pharmacist ajak our supervisor buy godiva chocolates(amboi, early celebration lettuww nak beli godiva chocs ;p).  What a joke weh!! What a joke! Couldn't stop laughing. Even when I started to work back (after my rest days) yesterday, my pharmacist and I still terkekek kekek ketawa. Hahahahahahaha. Baru nak chill chill masuk kerja yesterday since I thought the new quarter just begun.

So few days to go to finish quarter 4.. Fighting!! Do pray for us. Hohoho!!

Till then, adios amigos!

P/s: why hohoho? Because Christmas hasn't ends yet. Hahahahahahaha

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

In the end it's not the people who you want to please but Allah

Hi guys!

Long time no blog posting.

Since today was my rest day, I decided to write something. More like my luahan perasaan lels.

Few days ago (or shall I say recently), there were some people asking me about my current  job. There was one asking whether my job got promotion or not, or I'll be in the same position etc etc. Another person asked what the hell I'm doing here, I should go study and when I told her I had a degree in Nutrition and she looked surprised but then suddenly she said she could recommend me to be a nutritionist which I later found out it was actually a MLM company. Whatderrr.. The best of all was one of my friend  who I haven't met for so long happened to come to my workplace and she was like, la I thought you are a nutritionist now. Kerja kat W****** rupanya. Well hell..ooo..?? Ya I'm a nutritionist even if I am working  here. Even though my position is not stated as nutritionist but it is equivalent actually. It's just that my company called it the other name . Ah whateverrr. If you are happened to work in retails every one will look down on you. Unless you are a pharmacist,  you won't face the problem.

Know what? I am soo in love with my current job right now. Even the pay is not as high as yours. But still, it is better than my salary from the previous job. I am so blessed I get lots of benefits since I joined the company last February this year. Although it was quite tiring to stand all day long but I enjoyed meeting new customers from all over the world. Frankly saying, I learned a lot even from my customers, how they greet people, how some are so well mannered while others are ill mannered. I also built some confidence to speak English even some customers couldn't understand my English because I do not have the ACCENTS. Fine.... Nevertheless, I am so happy with my current job ; both my pharmacists are sooo daymmm good to me, the store manager, the management and other staffs even the promoters are sooo nice that few times I will go back late (which I always did). Not that I am a workaholic but because I enjoy spending time with them. KAU ADA??? ;p

But still some people who questioned me being there, saying I should go somewhere better are sooo heart throbbing you know. It's like questioning what Allah has decreed for me. Yeah true I have fragile hearts (especially during  my pms weeks.. lels)  and sometimes I do feel sad when people ask why I chose to work here. I am so afraid if because of you questioning my whereabouts, there'll be time which I  wonder why Allah decreed this and that. Know what.. I'm so afraid to be a disgraceful servant of Allah. Every single day, for Allah's sake I am so grateful with what I have today. Hmmm.. Might be all those people are tests from Allah to see whether I am a true believer, who put all my faith in Him, trusting every single plan He already planned for me. In the end, it's not the people who I want to please but Allah. DIA je yg ada every single time the world is against me. :)

If my friends or family members or teachers, lecturers happened to read this post (which I doubt none of them will read but who knows kannnn).. Please pray for me and do support me in anything I want to do as long as it is not wrong and against our religion. Or if you don't want to give support, at least do not question why I did this and that which is unnecessary I guessed. Lels. Or if you are not of the people I mentioned above, do pray for me and if you have friends just like me, do give them support, don't judge a person by which position in society they have.

Till then, spread the love.

Adios amigos!

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Lombok 2016: Lala. Libur. Lombok Part, 4- Finale

May 15, 2016

Last day..sobs3
Guwe enggak mau pulang!!! :(

Semalam gerak dari hotel pukul 8.30 am, today lagi awal, 7.30 am.
Sebab flight pukul 12.15 pm, so kena berlari-lari to Sasak Village today. Heh!

our last breakfast in Lombok

Sasak village was about 30 minutes away from our hotel.
Sasak suku Sade had few unique traditions to learn:

1. If let say, a guy wants to marry a girl, he had to first kidnapped the girl. Then only, he asked permission from her father to get married. Syarat: suka sama suka.
Merisik or melamar (proposing) terus without the kidnapping session is regard as disrespectful . Kalau buat kat Malaysia ni mau kena tembak dengan senapang gajah. Huhuhu.

Menurut Pak Sopyan, (our tour guide) (lemme explain in BM la senang sikit. I feel stupid explaining in English. LOL!) masa sesi penculikan takda la diorang duduk bersama. Culik si gadis, tapi tumpang kat rumah mak sedara, bapak sedara. Haa gituwww. And then si lelaki akan datang pakai baju (tak ingat) and berkain sarong serta keris di pinggang (as protection katanya) dan berkaki ayam menuju ke rumah keluarga si gadis. Duduk di atas tanah, di depan rumah meminta izin dan memohon maaf dari keluarga gadis. Selagi tak dapat green light dari bapa gadis, selagi tu la dia dok bersila depan rumah. Lelaki Malaysia ada bran? Cuba kau bersila depan rumah awek kau sampai bapak dia bagi green light kau kawen dengan anak dia. ;p

2. Kata Pak Sopyan lagi, kalau kat kampung beliau, if gf and bf keluar dating konon2 time limit dia sampai pukul 10 je and diorang exceed the limit, maka dah jatuh wajib kawen dah. Tak silap kena kawen on the spot. Kalau kat Malaysia ni, den ghase ramai yang dapat kawen free. LOL!

3. Ketua suku Sade ada mentioned, menurut kepercayaan diorang, gegadis sunti ni tak dibenarkan buat kerja-kerja bersawah padi segala sebab dikhuatiri akan mandul.

4. Anak2 gadis dah diajar menenun since umur 8 tahun. At this age, diorang tenun benda2 simple je macam selendang (simple? aku umur 8 tahun tahu main kejar2 je. Pergi sekolah pon mak pakaikan baju lagi, masakkan air panas mandi pagi2 *anak manja* ;p). Dah besar sikit baru diorang tenun kain songket tu haa. Selagi tak pass menenun, tak boleh kawen!

5. Usually depa ni kawen dengan sepupu sepat depa aja. Sebab kalau kawen dengan gadis luar, mahar 2 ekor lembu and depa cannot afford to pay for it. If kawen dengan sepupu sepapat bagi seikhlas hati je.

6. Gadis 15 tahun dah wajib kawen, so more than 15 kalau tak kawen digelar perawan tua (*I cried)

Kat sini dorang maseh retained their traditions. *salute!*
Especially their houses.
Atap dedaun kering (dunno whaatt its name, atap rumbia mungkin? sesuka hati kau je. Heh!)

Pastu lantai ke dinding dicampur dengan najis lembu sebab nak elak debu melekat. Haaa gituww..

Sasak Sade Village

Briefing by the head of  Sasak Sade villagers

Us with Pak Sofyan
Tour guide yang baikk bangat!!!

exploring Sasak Village

One of sasak sade's gurl spotted

acah-acah menenun songket

Selesai di Sasak Sade Village, one of our tripmate ajak menyinggah Pantai Kuta sat.
Kau ingat Bali je ada Kuta Beach?
Lombok pon ado!
Tak buat pape pon just tangkap gambar! Penuhkan memori handset cina!

Yang buat spoil sikit ialah korang akan diserbu peminat. 
Kata Siti Nurhalija kan??

Memang bukan laaa..

Diserbu kanak2 yang jual gegelang tangan.
Dorang akan attacked korang sampai korang beli.

Tapi memang tak beli pon.
Maap la adik2.. Banyak dah duit yang melayang.
Kena tinggal sikit untuk teruskan hidup sekembalinya ke Malaysia.
Lama lagi tu nak tunggu sebelum gaji masuk (dying inside)

Kuta, Lombok


candid by Ain

I'm flying!!
Inspired by one of everyone's fav  scene in Titanic ;p

Pose, scenery sume dah kena
Sekali nampak macam mengandung pulak. Damn!
Aku maseh dara. LOL!
P/s: pemilihan baju yg tepat itu penting semasa bercuti

At 10.30++ am, we finally arrived at the airport.
Sedih la pulak. Waaa taknak balik lagi T_T!!

After bidding farewell to Pak Sopyan and Pak Sudirman (the driver) proceed untuk checked in.
Dah keluarkan passport siap2. Pastu sebelum checked in, kena scan bagasi and body checked. Decided to self-check in via the kiosk provided. Then only I realised that my passport hilang!
Cuak tu takyah cakap la. Mati mati!! Berderau darah. Sume ada la..

Pastu aku cuba ingat balik mana aku campak. Cari kat beg sume takda. Yang aku ingat, last aku pegang masa aku keluarkan sebelum nak melangkah masuk dalam airport. Lepas tu, serius tak ingat langsung. Pastu aku pergi balik kat tempat scan barang and body checked tadi.

Aku: Bapak passport saya hilang, Saya nak masuk balik sini nak cari.

Pak polisi (kot): Astaga! 

Ushar punya ushar sekali tengok ada passport terdampar kat tepi scanner tu, dalam hati mintak2 la ni passport aku. Nasib passport aku ada plastic cover, so 80% tu dah yakin la tu passport aku. Bukak and checked, nama aku! Fuh... selamat! Ya Allah.. alhamdulillah!!!

Kalau tak, gamaknya kena duduk sebulan lagi la kat sini.
Mungkin masuk berita kat SiakapKeli dengan headline: Seorang gadis Malaysia terkandas di Ruang Udara Internasional Lombok and viral kat fb. Bahahaha.

Memang lepas tu, parents aku tak bagi pi mana-mana dah la. ;p
Can you do me a favor to keep this as a secret from my parents ??

*buat muka comel*

Checked in done!
Sementara nak tunggu flight, jalan2 cari makan buat alas perut before departure. Macam takda yg best.
Last2 ended up kat Indocuisine cafe.
Shared nasi goreng special+air mineral+pisang goreng+roti seketui dengan Mira&Ain = RP 100,000++ . Bersuap-suapan kami makan. Ain yang suap. Thanks Ain! #DiaSemanisHoney ;p
Tapi nasihat guwe tak yah pi sini la. service was blooddyyy slowwww.. Baru kitorang nak cancel order, depa kata dah siap. K fine!! And rasa makanan dia so so sangat. Nasib wifi laju! HAHAHAHA!!

Pastu ada one of travelmate, Angah commented kat insta kata dah nak masuk dah. 
Berlari-lari la kitorang!!
Immigration checked, beratur nak kena scan bagasi sekali lagi. Mesin scanner pulak rosak. Adoiii!! Tapi nasib baik takde pekerja Air Asia timbang bagasi. Fuh... 

Lama gak beratoq nak tunggu turn, bagasi dan beg discan, diorang strict jugak la. Kawan ambe, kena rampas 3 botol sambel yang dia beli. 3 botol lagi je dapat diselamatkan. Pastu ada gak yang kena rampas Coke Indon dia. Iolls kena buka beg gak sebab dia nampak botol sunscreen iolls. Nasib 90ml. Selamat!

Naik flight dengan selamatnya. 
Konon tadi dah alas perut, sekali tengok member makan macam best je. Iolls order gak ah..
Bukan selalu naik flight weh *fefeeling peghokkk*

Teringin nak merasa makan di udara
Wanted to have nasi lemak for lunch. Too bad dah habis
BIG breakfast+coffee= RM12
Quite tasty I tell you!

Safely arrived at KLIA 2 at 3.00++ pm. Alhamdulillah


Seluar tido Lombok for abah: RP 50,000
Shorts for Aiman & Safwan: RP 35,000

Beg mengaji for mak: RP 60,000

Baju tido for myself: RP 45,000
Baju tido for my mom (matching with seluar tido Lombok abah,
bagi depa fefeeling sweet2 couple sikit): RP 60,000

Fridge magnets: RP 20,000 per packet
Tali temali gelang tu: RP 35,000
Bracelet mutiara (the silver one): RP 25,000

Wristlet anyaman tikar (sesuka hati bagi nama):RP 45,000

money left: RP 250,000
tukar kat mana changer, KLCC,
dapat RM72.50#
(resit dah buang.Heh!)


Pergi bercuti bukanlah sekadar nak bersuka-ria je. Apa yang baik kita dapat kita jadikan contoh teladan, apa yang tak baik dijadikan sempadan.

1. Lombok is famous for its 1001 mosques.
Dalam 500 meter to 1 km, akan ada satu masjid. But then imarah dia tu lain macam kalau nak compare dengan Malaysia (from the way I saw it la). And before Maghrib, bebudak kecik (yang perempuan bertelekung siap) dah ramai kat masjid nak tunggu Maghrib. A whole different environment. Adek aku selagi mak abah tak panggil balik sebab dah nak Maghrib, memang kat padang bola la. Kita pon kadang2 Maghrib ada kat kedai makan tak pon tengah shopping kat TS. Insaf2..

2. They give the best services
Tour guide service tiptop! Mana yang kau nak depa bawak. Nak shopping, nak makan, depa bawak tempat murah. Nak snorkeling, depa bawakkan gak, siap tarik engkorang (dalam air tu haa) yang berat tu sebab macam hopeless sangat nak snorkeling pon tak pass (yang ni LOL)

3. Bersuka-ria macam mana pon solat jangan tinggal.
Mak aku memang sebelum pergi pesan solat, Long. And carilah kawan2 travel yg solat. Nanti ada la yg kejutkan Subuh, ingatkan waktu solat dah nak habis and all.

4. Jaga passport macam jaga nyawa ;p
Kalau tak iolls mungkin maseh di Lombok sekarang, buat part-time nak kumpul duit balik Malaysia.


Our trip organiser. 
Despite all the problems faced and also your busy schedule (Mira ni career woman tauuu...), you managed to make this trip happened (with Allah's will). Thanks juga for always 'pandang belakang' during our sesat moments kat Gili Trawangan to make sure I didn't lost track of you guys. 

Our official trip photographer cum secretary cum tukang kejut Subuh cum henna gurl (paling banyak jawatan.hehe)
Photographer yg sangat dedicated, op-ro sentiasa di tangan. Tips: jangan dudukjauh2 dengan Ain sebab anytime je dia akan angkat op-ro. ;p . Juga peneman guwe dalam misi mencari sunrise.
Juga tukang kejut Subuh pagi2.. Yang paling best Ain, pencatat hutang piutang weolls sepanjang kat Lombok ni. Tak sia-sia dulu masa kat UKM jadi secretary. Pastu bila dia sebut, haa,,, kau hutang dia ni 20,000 macam walaweyhhh.. buat loan kete ke apa ni kalau duit Malaysia. HAHAHA. Lupa pulak, thanks buatkan corak henna yg cantek tuuu. Paling sengal, tunjuk few corak and suruh kitorang pilih nak yang mana,dia kata 10%confirmed sama dengan sampel. Lels!

My saviour, also snorkeling partner
Thanks selamatkan guwe dari kelemasan di Gili mana ntah. Juga ajak guwe kengkonon nak free diving tapi tak berjaya. Next snorkeling la kita try naa..Air kat Lombok power sangat, tak tercapai dek skill swimming guwe yang kelaut tu. Juga peneman dalam van kat seat belakang. Please jangan ingat moment bau 'pelik' tu. HAHAHHA

Kak Kate:
2nd photographer I could say.
Since Kak Kate fobia dengan laut, so Kak Kate tak turun snorkeling. Most of koleksi gambar snorkeling (simpanan peribadi iolls), Kak Kate la penyumbang utamanya. Juga video slomo and all. Kami takde ipong. Mesti Kak Kate pening je tengok perangai bebudak berempat tak matang ni. Cakap sorry naa kat kak hang, Ieka.

Pak Sopyan
The best tour guide we would ask for. Redho je bawak pi mana kitorang nak pi. Nak naik speda, dia ke hulu ke hilir cari 11 spedas sebab banyak yg dah rented out. Nak pi makan ni la, tu la, nak singgah sini, sana. Highly recommended.

Also mak2 bertiga (tak ingat nama), Kak Iqlima & husband and angah yang jadi travelmate kitorang. Keep in touch ya!

Till our next trip in shaa Allah...